I had to say goodbye to my little man on April 4, 2016. Originally we thought he had a pinched nerve in his neck but now I think he was having strokes. He was in so much pain and the pain meds didn't touch it, and he was losing use of his front legs. This was the first time I have ever had to make this decision and it crushed my heart and my world. The 8 years I had him were not long enough. It isn't fair. We should have had so many more years left together. I miss him everyday and I have a void in my heart now. Someday's I can't seem to breathe when I think of him.