My sweet baby JaxC, you are so loved. Usually I am good with words, but eloquence escapes me now. It is just too painful. Everyone who knew you loved you, even the most stern looking strangers you just looked at them with your sweet innocence and expectation that Everyone loved you and wanted to pet you. You were right! They did. We loved doing errands together in your travel bag, you were the best baby in the shopping cart! People just loved to stop and meet and pet you. You soaked it all in. You radiated love. You were not the typical Pomeranian. You loved everyone. So many people would actually thank me for letting them pet you and say " you made my day!" I'm so sorry I didn't take you out more recently. It made your doggie brothers so sad to see you leave with Mama. Your were the very heartbeat of our home. We are all lost without you. Your brothers keep expecting you to walk through the door, and truth be told so do I. Your are the sweetest, cutest little soul. How could a 7lb little dog run an entire household? Yet you did! Your gentle "woof" to get Someone's attention, to make sure your food and water bowl was always full. To be lifted up to the bed or couch, or the way you would knock on any door that was closed to you. This was your home and you required full access to it at all times! My sweet beloved JaxC I know you don't want us to be sad and cry, but I honestly don't know how to live without you. You simply were and are the heartbeat of this home and for all who live here. We've been together since you were 8 weeks old. You've been my best friend and companion, we've even flown on airplanes together! You were so well behaved in your bag at the airport and in the plane. People were amazed by you! Not only that, you were, are the cutest little dog in the whole world! I felt so privileged to be your mama. I told you that almost every day. You left so suddenly I thought prayed actually that we had more years together. The thought of living without you was simply to painful to explore. Now today that is my reality. I love you so much. You are my best little pal. My baby, my bubbaboo, my proud Pomeranian. You were simply the best.