My Jack was 13 and my everything in life he was like one of my kids I remember when I first ever saw him I feel in love instantly I knew from that moment I had to have him and into my life he came And over the years my love for him just got stronger and stronger but now he is no longer here with my and it kills me I wished I could go back to last week before I had to have him put down cause I would of been there for him on that day that they put him to sleep but I wasn't it all happened to quick he goes in the vets one day because he wasn't eating and this had been going on for awhile plus every now and then he would be sick but I just thought it might be down to the very hot weather and his old age and once they had found out what was wrong with him they could give him something to make him better and then I would bring him home again but it never planned out that way after they had done certain test and done an X-ray on him the following day that was when I got that dreading phone call well the first one anyway the next call would change my life for the worse the vet had come across a big mass on his stomach and liver at first they thought it could be fluid and once they opened him up they could drain it so they said we will call you after we have finished with him and an hour later that was when that call came it was cancer and my jacks inside were in a really bad state and there was nothing Wat so ever they could do for him and the best thing to do now was while he was still under sedation and out of it to it him to sleep there and then and that's when my Jack lefted me and I am in bits all I want is him back again I feel like I can't breath like I am drowning